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2010-08-01T04:28:00.002+08:00

its the second short post for the day .. haha . i actually feel sad about how i am living my life now . i dunno why .. but i love the days , ( two years ago ) .. i cant seems to know what i want now . i dun love my family now like i how i did in the past . family always before friends but not true now .. i hate myself for being in this way , i am not as polite as before . i hope i can bitch about anyone i dun like but its not right . i am just like other girls , just want to have party and have fun . but i have to change . i want to go out with all my old friends but i should not be looking back and just move on . But what i feel happy is that i still hang out with my bunch of girlfriends . But that just dun seems to be enough . i want money but no one can give me extra , this really causing me to hate this word (money) ..

2010-08-01T04:15:00.002+08:00

its so late now !! i am still looking for my things . i need to change my blog skin . its a stupid egg !! ..

2010-07-28T23:15:00.002+08:00

This is actually super infuriating , i am totally pissed with myself .. What kind of life do i really want .. hmmm .. things are getting so busy , yet i choose to turn away from it .. It kind of like running away . I shouldnt have went back home , totally boring , its like living in my room rather than living in a house .. Now how i wish i dun actually belong here .. School is getting much hectic than i thought but guess what .. i am getting much more free than usually .. which explains why my grades are fluctuating . goshh .. what am i gng do ..

YEYEYE !!

2010-07-11T04:37:00.001+08:00

GERMANY won .. so happy .. hehe .. thought channel 5 will air but u know , they gave the wrong info .. nehnehbox man .. com was super lag man . but nvm they WON !!

hah .. TBC ...

2010-07-10T00:48:00.002+08:00

Been like 9 months since i last blog entry .. Don't even think people will come and read now . because it is retarded to visit a dead blog .. RIGHT ?? Anyway , i will try and blog more often now .. haha .. lets see who will discover this :) TBC ....

nice day

2009-10-24T00:35:00.002+08:00

Today went to school and i was late as so decided not to tap the card .. haha .. Didnt wanted to go school .. Thought that it was waste of time ... CAM AND JO keep trying to wake me up and so i went on my own .. we left early and went home before school ended .. Went to meet ju and leoncia in RP in the afternoon .. Anyway , the main point was that the food and drinks are damn cheap .. reon came over and we went causeway wanting to catch a movie and we went down to AMK to meet fioan and alicia as they ask us to go down and catch the movie there and in the end we didnt watch and miss fioan didnt come so we went to the carpark and chat and all .. Daph came over later .. We headed back home with a daikin van .. Thanks alicia and ur fren .. hhas ... in daph house now .. didnt went home .. hehe

shark !!!

2009-09-08T02:13:00.002+08:00

I HAVE SHARK AT HOME .. OMG .. BABY SHARKS ..ABOUT 70 CM .. THEY ARE DEAD THOUGH .. I MANAGE TO TAKE A FEW PICS AND UPDATE AGAIN ... I ALSO MANAGE TO TOUCH "" SOMEWHERE "" THAT IS NOT MEANT TO BE TOUCHED .. ' HAHA ' GIGGLE ... CIAO ...

it was fun i guess

2009-09-03T02:35:00.002+08:00

today wasnt in school again .. like from friday didnt go school and returning back only on thur ... hahah .. nice one ... anyway , had interview with a reporter with mummy for newspaper article yesterday . quite excited and scare at first but ya soon .. it was damn fun talking to them ... i think i love the taking photos part , we did a few shots .. hope i dun turn out real ugly man .. i will be waiting soon ... studied with jo and phi today ...i wish i can go for the CPI ... claire i real hope i can go !!

i hate yj teacher... esp chng ...

2009-08-31T01:38:00.002+08:00

hello , if u really happen to see this , good luck then .... i really hate talking to u .. i realy hate the sight of u as u just wanna make me puke .... who ask u to actually find trouble ... what the fuck u thinking .. i didnt bring my uniform ... and guess what .. the GOOD teacher phone my Parents .. for what fuck .. hey i can even forget to wear skirt to school leh .. u think what tricks i am trying to play with u .. so what ... hey grow up la .. 28 years old liao still like that ... ok .. enough of my anger ... ever since i have been in yj , i feel like everything is so wrong but lucky for frens there ... like jolynn , some of her class people .. camilla , my class people ... cant list cos too much ... and kailin and some floorball people ... real thanks to all ... I MISS PHYLLIS .... i wanna see her now.. hahah .. i really miss the time we share together ... faster come back ... everyday i see her bag then i am like so bored and stuff as there is nothing more for me to look for after school ... ciao people .. silabei .... haha .. a new word ..

funny person .. RAMDOM GAL WHO I DUNNO ...

2009-08-26T23:11:00.001+08:00

OMG , i was in school library , calling someone , then after that , THERE WAS ONE JC2 student was like talking about me then the someone reply her like "hey she is my fren " or something like that ... she was damn ramdom ... a bird i guess ... NO , its confirm ... foogan (german) wahahah ... i remembered her as because apparently like maybe 4 months ago , we were in the library , not to deny that we were kind of like noisy and stuff ... But hey , it was not me alone and bascially i wasnt the one making the loud noise and stuff , wasnt even laughing loudly , i was just talking and smiling and all .. HELLO , WHICH IDIOT WOULD NOT KNOW THAT LIBRARY IS NON-NOISE AREA ... maybe not my frens ...haha.. she should have like tell us and stuff , but , guess what ... SHE said "shut up man ' and stuff then it continue and stuff scolding behind us , and at last she was damn -------------- .. SHE shout at us ( but not very loud ya ) HEY WHAT IS WRONG WITH U GUYS , AND SHUT AND ALL ... then i was like wow ~~ and we were otw moving out if the library , of course there would be sound and all .. hhhas .... i think maybe she thinks that she is JC2 , she MUCH bigger than us .. i guess so ... so from that day onwards , i only know that she is very fierce and stuff ... But i got a feeling she only remember me from that onwards and giving stare and those .. HEY come on .. get a life man ... i dun even know u .. dun even know her name and stuff and come and "shooo" me and stufff.... childish ... whooo ... what a school with different people ... dun care ... went out with german students (phyllis and lucia ) , jolynnn , philene , claire , apple and me .. went sub way then merlion then run across the road and almost get bang ... crash in SWisss hotel and got followed and stuff .. a long day ... wahahha .. finally home with phyllis still showering .. my dad was damn sweet and stuff .. he bought her lots of fruits to eat ... so cold now !!!

trying to keep alive

2009-08-02T23:07:00.003+08:00

trying to keep my blog alive .. i was like doing my gp essay with melody just now ..
met up in the morning for tuition ... didnt learn much .. planned for more actually
but maybe is because i didnt read up before .. i so many things to catch up .. if someone
can help me .. how nice .. been quite busy this few days , dunno with what ..
Friday went to meet kaesen and rachel to acc me to pierce tongue so we went yo IKEA
first and had our lunch .. damn full .. my last meal .. haha .. i thought .. then walao , went there
liao , primitive art shop piercer went off early and ya so .. didnt do it .. i will just do it next week
i still even had a crazy idea to ask rachel like pierce for me .. heh .. abit dangerous sia .. today auntie lily ring me up to ask me work , i was like err .. i have tuition and lots of work to do ..
then i reply her i can work for her la . cos i scare cant find anyone to help her .. but then she
said she found someone liao .. so ok la .. spend the day with melody doing gp , which i completed
one paragraph out of like maybe 9 .. heh .. i saw someone's blog a few days back , thinking
that what we are going through is like so .. dunno what to say .. but i know everything is going back to normal , at least we are trying .. i at last got my floorball shoes ... i am the last person to get it .. hehe .. haha .. then i saw one bag that i love very much and guess what .. i have no money to buy .. so sad .. that is why dun go out when u are broke .. u will start feeling very iritated ...
i just send one mail to the germany fren and i realise i didnt tell her i am the one that be hosting her .. omg .. left out something so important !!!

been long since i posted ..

2009-07-29T23:54:00.002+08:00

ur actions really touch me , found in my room

so nice

xin ju me fioan

love u gal

die with u also can .. hah

while waiting

on our way out

me and xin :) funny gal

where is daph .. my girlfrens

cuzzys ... love always

sorry gal ... not been meeting u .. i love u galgal .. see u soon

this is what i call a team .. no fights , stay as one ..

i swear i am damn free to do all this

a new start .. just like from the first few days

been failing .. wow .. so many things happened till my mind was blank .
knowing that going to france wasnt a good choice for studies ..
so mafan .. but yesterday was a total break down for me , not to mention
being disappointed but at the same time , small anger was in me ..
but i have forgiven everything .. i felt betrayed but daph have gave my
choices .. no i should say she was directing me ... back to france idea ..
was so sad , bigger hit in my life as nth had happened like that .. that i
was thinkning to run to france and live in a comfort zone .. joy also have
been very emo there as she felt freaky lonely .. i actually wanted to run there
and today i ask my mum again , can i go france and should i go france ..
she once again said siao ... go for what .. of course , things holding me back
maybe daph ju xin jo fioan cia ..we dun meet very often but i am sure no matter
what happened,attitude will be there for me . girlfriends like them which i
didnt regretted dropping to n level .. i love u gals dunno why must event
happen then we will start really thinkning of people's good ... girlfrens like u guys
comfort me alot just by hearing ur voices ... i felt everything was fake when i look at
the things happening now and the letters or should i say letter .. was a totally different
i saw the promises is so different . promises u made was like a fake .stronger ? nah .. nothing
like this .. been suffering , so i voice things out here .. as i will just leave what was left behind undone .. from today
onwards i will not be be affected by emotions as i will put my energy on studies to try and pass
.. so today will be the day i declare end of sufferings ...we will be gd fren though , like what
said , take things slow .. hope no more affecttion from what people says ..

so long since i last posted

2009-06-02T00:28:00.005+08:00

when my hair was real short

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jojo present for me

my birthday celebration with twos

holidays

i told u , i was the BEST

life at yj is not as bad as i thought , as i know there wont not be another daph , being there always just to protect me , juyee that never fails to put a smile on me , fioan a listening ear which her presences can just comfort me , baoxin , talk rubbish that make bad days go away , alicia always to be there when needed to be able to make it up for anything ,a would never not want her .. joanne a lovely girl that make me smile just by listening to her voice . what is there more to ask .. friends at yj are quite good too Except for that bitch . i gave all chances to her and she thought that she was pretty and likes to flirt (with boyfren though ) and tried to climb over me .. wow.. i would be damn nice to people who are very nice to me . i love people who treasure me . dun blame things which are going about . u should reflect , maybe u should DO RJ . why would almost ur whole class dislike u . why would the half of the people see u and wanna puke .. not trying to be mean . why people in ur secondary school dun like u ? cos ur attitude really suck . why are u a bimbo , why are u so proud . why do u think that u are very rich and going everywhere to say :"no la , not i RICH , my father RICH only ma " sorry , this is just something ramdom but i can still remember . i would really love to have another fren than something else . not i didnt give u chances , i warn u , i told u . everything . but maybe u are not mature enough to think like one . today netball was like pissing me off cos i first forgot to bring my shorts and i was lazy and i went to buy one just for the game . then i was late when they gave out the positions , ok i was the sub , never mind .. but i wanted to play the game real bad , first i played the second half and half the time i was standing there as the position of WD . i should have just played C as i was very lazy to run so i said it was hard . i would not want to run like head-less chicken . The second game i did not played at all cos the WD first half DID NOT CHANGE with me .. i was like thinking so u think u play very good . not trying to be bad , i mean u should have been fair to let me play too . is like not as if i am real bad what . she played for the both two half games and wasted my time being there . fatima also didnt play for the second game cos they didnt sub ..

i am sure i can do so much better than that . i swear . i mean for myself . i just felt that it was unfair . ok forget it . dun wanna talk so much then . for one person, i dislike u somehow cos is the way u "treated" me like fren . find me when u need !! wow

and i thanks people in yj

jojo - always there for me

cam - happy that i have u

bekah - always my listening ear

melody - always there

pearline - hah , always never come school . but u somehow can understand me

val - this is for u , not real close like them but still a great fren

simia - thanks alot for ur pen , its not about the pen is just u that move my little heart (:

claire - hey gal , though u and my combi are like so diffrent , but u are not alone . still have me

in ur SG .. come find us ok (:

KAILIN - why i write her name so BIG , though me and her totally different combi, we dun see each other during breaks . but when i really see her , i dunnno why , i just very happy . for no reasons , (: love ya babe . a fren that i feel her presences , just make me feel comfortable

VIDEO DURING BIRTHDAY

2009-05-07T22:39:00.004+08:00

2009-05-07T21:14:00.007+08:00

swine flu .. RED ALERT HERE I COME (:

I WAS LIKE .. A WATCH ??

I AM LOVING IT

GUESSS WHAT IS INSIDE ???

LOOK AT ME , U MAY THINK U SEE WHO I AM .. AND U

NEVER KNOWN ME ~~~

WITH MY 1ST LOVE ONE ...

AWESOME BEST GIRLFRENS EVER (:

I REALLY KNOW I REALLY DO LOVE U ALL (:

add : i love ziyang (: ronn jamal .. awesome frens really love

the time tgt (: middle finger hi 5 and steff (:

STEFF ... fioan love one (:

the time tgt (: middle finger hi 5 and steff (:

STEFF ... fioan love one (:

my love one (:

a darling to me (:

a big precious gal that i treasure alot (:

ronn the soccer boy

jojo .. i will wrk hard with u tgt (: love this gal

yang yang (: i love bestie :) awesome guy i know .. 1st boy i love ..

in fren's term

JAMAL middle finger hi5 guy .. i love his company

bao the TOUCH TOUCH (: HAHA , LOVE HER HAPPY DAYS

A GAL THAT I WILLING TO DO ANYTHING FOR

HER , WITHIN MY ABILITY (: LOVE HER

WHILE WAITING

A CAKE THAT I DECOR MYSELF .. THANNKS TO DEAR FOR THIS

2009-05-06T15:18:00.001+08:00

more to come .. after i come home .. i real tired now .. i love u daph .. thanks so much for the cake .. really touched (:

2009-04-20T10:53:00.001+08:00

Are U Joining SINGOUT '09?Stop Procrastinating!NOW IS THE TIME. Sing Out is an annual singing competition organised by Music Story by Anthony Png. This year's Sing Out '09 targets at both theADULT Category and OPEN Category,the search for the BEST VOCALIST and PERFORMER in Singapore.All FINALISTS will have the opportunity to be COACHED PERSONALLYby Project Superstar Judge Anthony Png (Fang Zhong Hua)This year, all Finalists will get to RECORD A SONG for Sing Out '09 Compilation Disc.Last year's Grand Finals was held at DBS Auditorium with a total of more than 20 performers from Music Story, 16 Finalists and 500 Audience.This year's Grand Finals will be organised at a much larger scaleand we currently already have cash and prizes totaling up to $5000!We have 2 Categories:ADULT - 13 -39 years oldOPEN - 40 & above PRIZES for both Adult & Open Category1st - $2000 cash & prizes2nd- $1500 cash & prizes3rd - $1000 cash & prizesAUDITION dates:MARCH 14, 15, 20, 22, 28 APRIL 3 & 4Venue : MUSIC STORYQUARTER final dates:April weekendsVenue : MUSIC STORYSEMI final dates:Jun weekendsFINAL date:AugustRequirements:Prepare 2 songs mainly 1 Fast /1 Slow Song. You do not have to bring a MMO.(Will be singing without music) Time: 7pmCost: $15 ( MS student) / $18 ( Public )Venue : MUSIC STORYThe 1st SINGOUT AUDITION starts on 14 MARCH !!!HOW TO REGISTER ?1) Download the REGISTRATION FORM from http://www.musicstory.com.sg/2) Print & Fill up the form3) Dial 6223 0012 to confirm your audition dates.4) Make payments together with the form to Music story on your audition dates

2009-04-06T17:43:00.010+08:00

cuzzy time .. didnt really enjoyed thought i missed it .. as some guy fucking pissed me

i love cupcakes .. i love the icing :) dunno is it spelled like that

my creations

i love them

for my granny

awesome people i met

i love taking pics

PLEASE VOTE BEKAH FOR COUNCIL :)

THAILAND

WHEN THE DAY ENDED

CUZZY BIRTHDAY .. I UPLOADED THE WRONG ONE .. I ACTUALLY WANTED A PIC I HAD WITH THE BIG DISGUSTING THING ..

VIVIAN WITH THE NOSE :)

I KNOW I WANNA BE :)

GRANDMA WHAT A BIG MOUTH U HAVE THERE !

THE ONES THAT I LOVE AND TREASURE BUT I HAVE NO TIME :)

ME AND ERJIE

I TOLD U SO .. I LOVE WASHING THE DISHES

BELOVED GAL . I PROMISE I WILL BE THERE :)

WWWWEEEE ARE HAVING A TALK WITH THE USA PRESIDENT

AWESOME US :)

MY EYES ARE GROWING .. DUN U GUYS JUST AGREE :)

OMNI OMNI .. VERY VERY BIG .. ITS LIKE 5 STORY HIGH .. SO COOL RIGHT

COWS :)

SOME PICS I UPLOADED WRONGLY .. SO SOME I WANTED DIDNT SHOW

i went thailand .. had a wonderful trip there .. though it was a short break for me .. i could not take jc life its because i dun usually do my work and for my whole of secondary school days i hardly hand in anything and the work that i handed up are no done .. how in the hell would i am suppose to do my daily work for jc homework .. its killing me .. i didnt wanted to go poly as i dun like project work .. i just dun like doing anything .. i had be so down this few days i really wanted to end my life as i had no aim in life .. but lucky someone talk sense into me .. anyway .. i was glad that daph broke up with zhuming after he cheated her again and again within 1.5 years .. would i trust her in his hands .. no way , he is a very nice fren not a nice partner to be with . he dun do what he had to do .. daph i know u can get through this .. hot rich hunks are waiting man .. waiting to be hook up by u .. ahhaha .. u have to get through this .. i know u can . that day we went out together to the science centre .. yey .. and i went on cupcakes baking with bekah to her church frens house .. i love the bible talk . i realise i have big love for god .. he is always there for me .. always . i really needed him .. he was the one .. back to sat .. love the cake baking.. was very wonderful man .. i love it :) met new frens ..

2009-03-31T23:36:00.002+08:00

jo send me this econ ans .. haha .. trying to enlarge it .. but hah . i was cut from team and ya .. u would feel the pain not being able to join the others . but its ok .. i finding outside team to train as reason is that i would not wanna train myself and alone .. floorball is not as common as basketball and therefore its hard to find one .. i failed my essay .. fuck it .. nvm .. as i only wrote 3 paragraphs instead of 5 .. tml still have econ .. lets not get irritated and move on .. i moving to belovedgal house to stay.. miss her so much .. i going to mug like horse . my cousin was in a blur when i told her that i will take my life away in two days time .. she got so worried can .. damn funny ,, she called me .. silly gal .. ok ,.. i leavin .. bbbb

2009-03-30T22:05:00.005+08:00

i wan a i touch , a new phone , LG prada .. wow sound nice right . my plan finishing this june . can maybe get a phone for cheaper price . my phone button some cant even press now .. damn coke went on . thanks man . i wan money .... how u tell me how .. no money . no more floorball .. what is new in my life now ? what is needed .. i new life .. a new aim in life.. i love u dear . didnt know how important u are to me until we were lead our own life .. sorry .. this just kanna pop into my mind . anyway . i came back from thailand .. i guess i would be studying hard now .. from now .. tsk tsk .

oh my god ..

2009-03-21T00:48:00.003+08:00

is this really happening to me .. breaking a news to me then literally torn me apart .. can leave it and i would want to .. very upset .. damn tired of life .. is this really happening .. cant accept at this point of time and i cant go to france .. uncle bring me there if i cant leave this .. i really dun wanna stay here... its killing i dun wanna stay here .. how how .. this suck man .. anyway .. i upload the pic during fioan's belated birthday celebration .. wait .. will post pics tml .. too tired to do anything .. nitez

sucker

2009-03-16T00:28:00.004+08:00

sucker maid can u fucking pick up the call .. wake up from your damn dream can .. come back to the world and stop wandering around your lala land .. where the fuck is my bag ... come and find leh .. u this kapo brother shut your ears la .. no one ask u pick up the calls ..

i am back

2009-03-02T01:57:00.006+08:00

where is alicia jojo daph lina :) miss u girls

ms tay's house

we were trying so hard ..

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the girls

cuzzylove

been in bintan for like 4 whole days .. been very fun .. get to know few people there .. and jolynn is a spoiled spoiled ..... i shall not say~~~~ haha .. no LA .. just joking , but people will still love u the way u are ok :) i got to know kailing and then more which i cant remember their name .. anyway i miss my sisters .. i reallyhave no social life man .. but what to do .. quite sad ah .. i love the first day .. we went hiking .. i heard when we thought we were rearching , there was 5 more kilometre to go .. wow ... love it .. i love dragon boat .. painting .. last day we slept else where but in the tent as it was raining .. we didnt shower after the dragon boat either .. dirty right .. then when it started raining , i dunno why everyone was in chao~~~ man .. when its like HELLO ITS RAINING ONLY .. ok la .. leave the thunderstorm a~side~ for this .. came back then went straight to the airport .. needed to call mummy to talk to teacher .. i was rushing and i am kind enough to lent constance my phone .. i very kind right .. i know i know .. but omg both her mum and dad didnt pick up .. then i was like hmmmm .. if i dun hurry the plane is flying .. flying ~~ then in the end she called her bro .. lucky he picked up of not u will see strain of hairs of mine ..of course not hers ,coming out .. bye bye auntie .. though i dunno when will i see u .. but hahah ... bye bye

2009-02-15T12:30:00.005+08:00

would like to have a jellybean :)

white doggie say he loves drinking

love ya so much :)

The day before vdal .. daph got me a box of love and a ballon of love .. thanks dear .. so happy ya .. then i couldnt went to sleep .. too happy .. haha . jk .. on vdal .. went to british concil and went for piano ,, guess what ,, i was late man .. then i didnt practice and i guess the tacher was pissed and drag my exam day to next year feb .. though i am unhappy and ... u know .. but it was my problem .. then went down to meet fioan .. and let her accompany me , the lonely soul ... evevyone is working .. busy ya .. till now .. i haveen study for my test and do my project work .. oh dear .. never .. i will do it after posting... we shop till evening .. then we went off to hill top to drink ... two jug plus two cups of drink and guess what .. we were not able to finsh .. i somehow got drunk after playing 5 10 with fioan because it is me who was always drinking .. then we went off round 3 plus i think .. they went to eat and i went home .. i didnt even know what was the time then .. hah .
ps: fioan says that joanne rejected those photos that do not have her inside .. ha

i think it's time to change

2009-02-11T21:00:00.003+08:00

pissing me out man .. anyway msg dear and tell her .. cant stand anymore .. miss her much too .. school is quite ok .. just that i am very tired with the lecture .. i actually had fallen asleep in the lecture .. how wonderful right .. i wanna rest .. i actually selected basketball to be my cca also .. cos no one wanna go band .. but i scare later i also never go training .. in sec school also like that ...hhas .. didnt really go for the whole year man ..

WENT SWIMMING :)

2009-02-10T19:58:00.006+08:00

the two pink vaios .. bro girlfren's and mine

cam posing for the cam :)

jolynn and me

meet edwin :) THE BOSS

wendy is frezzing :)

Yesterday ..ramdom Cam say she wanna go visit jolynn house .. WE WENT ~~ damn tired after that .. now , the driver outside my house is starting to irritate me .. pop~~ pop ~~ aoo .. so noisy can ... back to yesterday .. wendy edwin cam and me went to jolynn's house . very fun .. haha .. wendy cannot swim .. cam is in love with the "dol phne " man haha ..

SECOND week of school

2009-02-10T03:31:00.002+08:00

haha .. at last i got my own vaio notebook .. thanks mummy .. This few weeks have lots of events .. ok .. i miss my girlfrens .. though i went to look for them today and that i came home not long ago .. thanks gals .. i miss daph .. let the pictures do the talking :) will add more pics tml .. tired now ..

LIFE IS "WONDERFUL"

2009-01-19T00:13:00.003+08:00

i got my o level results , quite happy with ..but just that the english marks like not really great .. my cousins are all getting As and Bs .. but i got a c5 .. wow .. but overall is great .. thanks god . i didnt update this few weeks as i have been working .. i work from morning 10 to night 0930 .. i dun really know how i did it but haha .. I DID IT !! wonderful right .. i wanna post photos .. so i wanna get a cam .. then i thought the scholarship will be giving me five hundred .. make me so happy can buy the cam still have 1 dollar left with the price of the cam going at 499 .. but end up only 300 .. i damn angry la .. i dun wanna stay there for any mins longer .. bored off man .. then i went to eat and went home straight that day .. Tml i still have work .. i love the people working there . very understanding , very kind , very generous .. I REALLY WANT THE CAM CAM CAM .. sony pink t77 .. i want ..

FUN DAY :)

2008-12-03T04:02:00.003+08:00

wrote lots of stuff then what .. i press until backspace .. what .. then everything delete sia .. i am like so pissed can .. hhas . nevermind .. ACTUALLY i kind of sad .. cos i wrote alot of stuff .. so i just bring over everything i wrote then .. woke up late for piano ..thenn i went to meet kerry for lunch .. loove her .. went to RP then i saw charlene , my primary school bestfriend .. then i saw xinni , my pri schoolfren .. meet kerry fren in their classroom .. Then watch show ... WILD CHILD ,, nice show la .. u guys should watch ok .. smiles .. then took bus home .. then cal ju to tell her i go over to her house to wait for mummy fetch me .. then mummy call kerry say she reach home le .. then i use public phone to call ju .phone no batt sia .. tell her i go home .. then come back watch bu liang xiao hua .. yey ... i am finishing the show le .. smiles .. ok la .. i wanna watch show le .. bye bye :) forgot to take pics today .. :(

bored ..i am down with fever ..

2008-12-01T05:24:00.004+08:00

last friday went lina house le then wen to meet jamal paola ron adib seesiang and guo qiang ..To pick juyee after work .. we went to have our dinner at long john.. then went to see what movies are available .. alicia came then we decide to put off the idea of movie and went to have a drink and chat at starbucks .. we got the dinner for fioan .. guess what she had .. she had pasta .. sounds nice right .. she waited there at the coffee house .. waiting for us .. we slack at there till 3 plus .. and i only knew that i had always been drinking coffee after some time .. i was like .. really .. how come i dunno .. i was dumb man . i stayed over at fioan house.. we share a bed man .. wow.. i am skinny sia .. just came to notice that .. woke up on sat morning to realise i had fall sick .. she went off to work .. i hope she is not late ya .. saw huicheng , on my way home , i couldnt talk much .. i had no more voice .. then i was having fever after some time .. till now i had no recover .. i just lie on the bed for the whole day .. i didnt go out for two days .. sorry kerry , couldnt meet you .. we meet next week ya .. loves .. got some pics .. wait ya ..

2008-11-28T18:24:00.003+08:00

Went down to St james last few days (:

Was fun with my girls!!!!

Today went to do my passport at lavender,

then call lina up,

Went over to her hse to slack (:

Meeting malmal, ronron, juju, fifi all after that.

will be a fun night again (:

till then <3

pissed.. smiles

2008-11-28T00:14:00.003+08:00

actually i was typing some events and out of a sudden something went wrong with my post and everything i wrote is gone .. forget it .. too lazy le ... byebye .. loves meh meh alicia daphne baoxin fioan juyee jojo lina ... loves take care ps i am broke

stupid person

2008-06-29T00:39:00.002+08:00

this is concern to someone that is very close to me .. unknown ... fucking shit .. a friend of unknown .. i just wanna shit that fucking guy.. i just cant stand it man .. fist time he has no money so he came to take from unknown .. then unknown have no money too .. so u know what that person said .. he ask unknown to sell away his phone .. fucking ass .. cant that fucking person sell away his fucking own phone .. no brain .. the brain must be lots of grass inside .. ya .. and the unknown is so stupid and just listen to that fucking person , he sold away his phone ..and that phone was bought less than a month ok .. total brainless .. the second time ... that fucking shit guy came to unknown house and borrowed money from unknown .. and there unknown had no money also .. so that guy made unknown to sell away his couple ring for him that cost 300 ok.. fuck that fucking person . and there , unknown sell away his ring for 100 for that so called stupid begger . and then yesterday he called unknown again and ask for money again ... unknown have no money what .. then he asked unknown to sell his phone .. come on .. that phone is less then three weeks ok .. then unknown mother came about to know that happening .. and so she was super angry .. so unknown told the fucking person that he cant be able to help ..unknown mother was around .. then u know what the fucking ass tell unknown .. WA !! BROTHER ALSO DUN WANNA HELP LA ... GOOD ! fucking hell .. stupid idiot .. that person no brain .. totally useless .. useless .. just a rubbish in this world ... really angry man .. i must relax .. hhas ... hope the person can think .. and not be such a useless person ...

time passes so fast

2008-06-16T00:29:00.002+08:00

My mind are like always super not resting even when it is time to have a break .. i just cant bring myself to do ... knowing very clear that what i always wanted but always not able to achieve it .. i am just lack of focus confidents determination.. and many many more .. what people are unable to cross the line is all about ships .. frenships , mothership fatherships (ok .. there isnt words like that in any dictionary) .. get back , ya and so .. thinking of the past , the joy we share .the laugh we had .. the love we care .. Had that all got to the drain and become past of our past .. i really not hope so .. as for me i had really x3 miss those time .. i want it all back .. what had causes all this .. i really have no idea .. i am so dying .. are we really not fated to be together .. i miss you guys .. as for me i have always tend to think more and think things that are not really gonna happen .. simple .. i just think too much ..how.. i used to think that people , people dun really treasure me as much as i do .. is that real .. having a mind of my own .. but unable speak what i think .. is just about having to please people .. i just wanna people that i love to be happy .. its all that .. is that that too much for what i asked for .. yet people just simple get used to what u are and took all for granted and asking for more .. is a total too much .. i just wanna knock sense into people head .. can they just think ... not asking back for what i had gave is not really me .. i expect people to treat people as how they are been treated .. but things are just not working out . i somehow wish to leave but i know i cant bring myself to do it .. i just dun have the courage to do that .. people would be sad .. may god be with me .. loves

2008-03-25T16:57:00.005+08:00

been ages since i last blog .. have nothing much to blog about .. ok then i shall say about my family happening first .. in the fact that my brother girlfriend had came to singapore to look for my him but he had to go back for his reservice and that left me with only me and her .. alone in the house .. she came on the 8 and my brother left on the 10 and she leaving on 28 and my brother coming back on 27 ,, how wondeful .. imagine how their love and last and maintain when one is in singapore another in korea ...

anyway .. back to the competition that day .. i was surprise to see my best friends (sisters) coming down to support me ,,, even the busy gal that had to work that day .. came down straight after work just to come and support me ... i was super gan dong ..hello kitty helium ballon .. come on .. that was my first flying cartoon ballon , not talking about those OCBC bank free ballons but big big kind .. super touched .. was given by daphne and her dada .. thanks daphne and zhuming .. didnt know that i actually mean something to somepeople .. i anyway i dunno why are peolple telling me to treasure what i have.. when i was always doing that ... come straight to the point and tell me what i have not done correct ... dun just say ...

and to the powerpuffgals ... i am sorry that u all have been going out without me but i will try and make it up .. and meet and go out together one day .. page me , play basketball .. ice skating .. and whatever ..haha

that day after ms classs .. i saw daphne they all .. they was going for their dance class ... wanting to join badly ,,, having the urge to just sign and not telling my mum .. isnt not a good choice right .. gaa .. then i thought shuang was still in ms .. so i waited ,, ok then later on .. then i realise .., she had went off .. then off i go .. without signing up for the class ,, later on i saw shuang at the bus stop .. she later on took the same bus as me .. her bus fly away liao .. haha .. had a super nice chat .. then she say things that make me feel bettter .. knowing that at times u just have to forgive people that betray u backstab u .. badmouth u ... they are just being childish ,, and learn to have big heart .. knowing that sometimes when some friend just needed u lots they call u and when they dun need u and found someone to replaced u , they dumped u .. and when u go out and find others friends they angry .. what theroy ah ... what kind of world are we living in ,,, been changing this while ,, real negative at times ... wanna to end school life and turn 18 and hit the clubs real hard ..just thinking only ...haha .. wanna see the nationals ... wanna to !! really ,,, but i not sure about the days so ..abit forget it .. phone spoiled ,. ez link lost .. for my neoprint .. still hard to get over it .. ds dropped .. for the first ever time .. love u guys ,, juyee almost fainted today.. i was running half way through my 2.4 km .. too long never run le .. then lazy cant run then i say i stomach pain ,,, off i went back to school ..haha then later see them coming back then juyee sick then went to the general office .. but overall today i think she was still a happy girl ...happy happy happy ... families real weird ,, waiting for my ah wang show and the 9 pm show ..

2008-02-23T13:41:00.004+08:00

i remember days i had with my beloved classmtes they are different :)the punishment that we have to do :) ok funtime ..

days have pass

2008-02-20T22:11:00.003+08:00

been thinking this while .. started to feel tired of living , having been asking myself that why are facing all those stupid noncense.. cant really settle myself back to study .. my mind is tearing apart soon .. realising that i have change much from the past .. and now not even myself knows who i am .. it really sound abit sick .. thinking that at any moment of time i may just break down anytime . is the surrounding changing me ?i am getting abit pissed off .. i sound abit emo ya .. sad .. i had no one to turn to .. or i chose not to turn in for help then .. cos by turning for help , more stuff willl be down on my shoulder in no time .. seeing corrine torturing her self i know why she did that and that was the reason i didnt say her .. but to my advice .. everyone . stay on with a healthy lifestyle.. wahaha .. a last smile for the day .

2008-02-02T13:05:00.000+08:00

down with playing silent hill :) omg .. the nurses are hot !

daysdaysdays

2008-01-30T21:38:00.001+08:00

wa .. life is like super boring .. yesterday i reach school around 10 plus then om say what i never keep my promise .. say i never be late anymore ... haha .. then after that my class was having pe then i cannot find them i think they are out for a run man .. i made my way back to my class , was unusual quiet , haha , of course la .. no people ... then recess bell rang at 1040 , off i went down for my break .. saw my cliques,, happy .. then after that i left for the basketball match with ai .. come on la .. going to school is just a total waste of time .. jk .. today was a happy day .. cos i did my shopping for cny clothes .. i woke up late today 740 .. how am i going to be in school on time .. with the principle warning ,,, how would i dare to go school .. of course stay home and rest .. with the help of my stomach ach.. i shall say that i was sick .. good right .. spc holiday ... i wanna watch the game tml .. nan chiu and AI it is going to be nice .. too bad school ...back to today .. i bought two shirts for one is 39 discount untill 33 another one is 14.90 inthe fact that i shouldnt bother saying cos i cant wear .,. i am too build up le .. i shall sell it away then ... all in bugis street .. super packed lo .. saw so many students can .. all in u .. me and jia jia ,, keep on going up and down .. cant make up our mind .. then we went to amk hub .. bought a mondo shoe .. for like 20 bucks only .... then off she went home then off i went to get my junior peddle and beddings .. then cab home . the uncle drive so slow and ask so much things .. i cant be bother to ans and add on to the worst , he stay in sembawang .. and he had no idea where the hell sembawang park was .. OMG !! which planet is he staying in ???off i go .
bb. it has been a few sad days for me ..

daysdaysdays

2008-01-30T21:38:00.000+08:00

2008-01-22T22:18:00.000+08:00

hhas .. what a day :) i wanna change my blogskin , just too lazy to do it .. i saw someone's blog .. i was happy , dunno for what reasons .. just too happy to be happpy ya :)i cant finish my dinner maybe it was too ..... whatever .. when will my hair grow longer .. just when ? tml having game with north view .. i hope i will be fine :) had pe yesterday and today again .. we were playing captain ball , overall it was fun , but one thing i dunno why was why were we losing all the way .. funny ya .. and i dunno why i have scar myself with my own finger nails.. and that is super crazy .. not really painfull la .. this year only left me the only sec 5 , kind of lonely .. missing the days with hazel and nadini already ... that was like fast .. but thinking back . i will soon be missing the basketball so .. soon after my o levels and bye bye :) sad case to say that :) i will end here then

2008-01-21T20:03:00.000+08:00

haha :) got lots of things to post ya :) but .. sad case was like hhas :) too lazy .. too much to post. gra photo .. malaysia trip :) sentosa :) hong kong disney , bintan :) SO ON AND ON.. ok today was an super unlucky day for me :) i have no stupid idea , what in the hell was going wrong with me ?? before the game with nan qiao , i was feeling that i am about to throw out everything i ate , my legs and hands was like so super super cold ,, unprepare totally !! and guess what , when i started to warm myself up and there game over .. that was the lame thing that is alwasys happening to me everytime ya :) today i was happy to see alethia and gek ling down to support us ,, happy ya .. and miss the hazel and my bitch , gerlyn ,, she is llike super busy can ... anyway back to the game .. we lost .. sad case !anyway someone caught my eyes ,, and that is the fion i guess, from the other school , spelled like nan qiao .. something like that . she very super zhai .. one thing i can say .. always on the run :) back to school le , ouch, my tongue hurt , it was bleeding away, anyway, yesterday alicia's birthday , was a happy , real happy event for me .. feeling happy , i was any old how singing away , and anyway yesteday it may sound abit disgusting , and ya again lina , i gave my first kiss to her that was long time ago and nevermind , EEEeee, i kissed her again:) , andway i miss my gf, joanna always laughing away, fioan the superwoman and lina,, the lame one :) been long time since i update le . my familyy having a blog .. super cooll right ... ngfamily.blogspot.com..kaesen did the first post:) had a super fun time with ying ying pesi kyrine and gylin :) dinner together at mac , diint wanted to eeat home food :)all the best for the next game ..i was talking at first when we were eating then i ask , why are they so quiet , and they say ok what ... then i was like ok ... then after they finished their food right .. i was all wrong , they was lie super noisy can ... make me wanna laugh like hell , tears were dropping already ...fun fun :)

hhas , what a day

2007-10-27T23:11:00.000+08:00

du u just wish your house is full of candy .. candy land

ok i admit i was abit having princess sickness , i wanted yummy porrige from yishun , but my daddy was in a rush to his office and i told him i dun care , he better get it for me , as it was already 2 in the afternoon , and my stomach was like fucking emtpy.. and u guess what . he says."i told you already , i'm in a rush , i get it for u when i come back and pick u later . " and off he went with me watching the the backview of the stupid red car that seems to me it was like all black , as black as my face .. then my maid see me with a stupid face cant take it anymore , and cook me an antihalal socked rice .. haha. later on i went to my granny house , which i usually do .. i took revenge on him , i went around the whole family saying that my daddy went for a drink yesterday and came home late in the night , and he went to find a new mummy for me , i am like taking what so ever ... i was quite happy after all .. then he kept on talking bad stuff thing infront of him , but after all i find him kind of pittful . ya i stop.. haha . how evil i can be .. my mummy is coming back .. at last been like so long since i last met her .. my heart is like what will she bring me this time . chocolate ? shirt ? sweets ? skirt ? food ? OR just nothing ?? i dun know lets see again later then ..

hhas .. how do u define what is a bad gal ..

2007-10-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

this is how we look like when we are real down .

not forgetting someones that care for u
(sorry i only got this photos in my com)

hhas .. it been weeks , ok i mean months since i have last blog in .. i am really bored , with no more chemical formulas, no more math formulas , no more books , no more worksheet , i missing these things that i dislike so much for the past few weeks , down with 2 weeks of holidays now , really dun know what to do .. and i did went for one job interview , but with a heart saying not really wanting to work haha .. see how lazy i can be .. but with not much money left in my personal bank for me to do my shoppings , yes , i guess i have to rob the bank .bear with my craps yo .. back to the story , the gal on the phone for the job interview was like fucking crazy , u should hear her tone , like so attitude.. ok , i should get over it .anyway , how do u define ahlian ,

i really cant accept somepeoples defination , anyway , accept it or not, i am your friend . people with tattoo and pierceings dun mean they are ahlian , really i hope u can understand . its like so old fashion kkz . with no offence . i know no matter i explain u just cant take it , so ya , with me the angel here not wanting any fights , lets take it it was my fault . it over now , but i just wanna say my peace .

MISSING : BAOXIN DAPH JUYEE FIOAN ALICIA JOJO ..

today is a happy day .. i lovin it

2007-09-28T09:12:00.000+08:00

haha .. i miss school .. i have not been school for so long .. self proclaim holiday . no la . it is just that i have been home for days to study . ya better then stay in school and listen to nothing but shit . teachers are just like shit . shit .. i not going for geography test as i fail my ss paper . lets not talk about that ok .. haha . it had been so long since i have last post . i miss blogging .. what the . bloody hell . i so sian, in com lab now .. nothing better to do . hhas .. so i bolg . i hated so much for moving all about . my uncle doesnt seems to like it. i can just say that he just hated.. i dunno what to say . haha ,.. most pro my cousin will miss me .. i wanna go her school china trip .. can go there study . so fun right . potassium K sodium Na calcium Ca magnesium Mg zinc Zn .
MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD . AND ITS NOT DYING !!

lame . wat a day

2007-08-17T00:09:00.000+08:00

what bloody hell this thing is i woke up today at 130

then watch huan huan ai .. i watch until 7 and

then watch tv all the way to 11 .. waste my time ,,

whatever .. then not much happening today .. i practice

piano all the way until midnight , as i dun wanna get a stupid

scolding from miss florance .. that day damn pissed can ..

lets not talk about it anymore .. haha .. i think i will be

asking kraven along for the campus preview like that .

and who is going for autograph on sunday .now talking

to alicia juyee and ahbeng .. the juyee damn lame can ,,

she say what if my boyfriend tells me that he wanna break

with me and the reason is that his hand is itchy .. lame lo ..

and what our boyfriend ask us if whether he should buy

what diamond thing for ask .. then we say anything then

he say he shall buy for us then we say ok .. then u bring

it tml for me .. haha .. olame can .. long story lo ..can stand

her anymore ..we even compare cheng yu .. what ji ji cu cu ..

shan shan lia chi .and still got juang nong zuo ya .. . haha .. lame story here

shall not sAy anymore ..

2007-08-15T21:06:00.000+08:00

wahaha . today kind of bored so i post this photos ..

haha .. this was long ago one . it was taken on my

birthday that was like 3 months ago can .. that day ,

we were like so bored . nth to do in my house

other than eat . so we went out lo .. lol . i love

these photos very much .. lol..i try to post other

but cant upload .. try next time then ..

MY FULL TIME FREAK AND TAO HUI FREAK SORRY AH ..

I DUN HAVE THE PHOTOS U AT MY HOUSE ONE ..

they were playing balls while we were taking photos .

hope i am

going to pass my social studies paper ..for chinese no

hope la .. i literally did not do almost the whole

paper .. haha .. i felt that i have done something wrong ,

i am like so guilty but innocent .. it was all done in impluse .

really .. if they know the truth i really hope they will forgive me .

i am always a angel in an eye .. but i really hope i will not

disappoint u all .. hhas .. out of this topic man ,, haha . i will be going

for the autograph session .. who will be going .. i mean campus . this sunday

at ps 300 pm.. i feel so sad .. i really feel bad as i see him so hardworking

and he gave all his best everytime .. to put out a good show for everyone ..

MARCUS NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN , U ARE ALWAYS OUR SUPERSTAR

2007-08-14T00:21:00.000+08:00

today actually very happy de finsh english prelim ..

but the things were just happening not like what i wanted

though i am sad , ya .. i am still ahdao, .. haha

jk . i took lots of pictures to blog them but now i not in the

mood . since i have sent those photo to the com , i just post lo

and shall not say much about marcus , he was the best ok

still our superstar .. he was the best best .. and do u all know

what is the best .. look at marcus and you will have your answer ..

marcus

2007-08-12T22:58:00.000+08:00

MARCUS MARCUS
haha .. what a day .. today i was

in my cousin house at first then later on , my mum ask me

not to go for class as i will be having prelim tml .. haha , so

ya i msg calvina .. i was like about to fight with my mum soon

le la .. but wont one la .. we so sweet . haha .. enough of tat . ya ..

but i still went for class ..

daddy came to fetch me for seragoon then off i went home and

bath and change and off i went to music story .. then i reach le..

i see the small room . i saw belle having lesson .. then i cant find my class

then i make noise then marcus came in with zheng ning then i was like ok ..

i better shut up .then i found my class , i was running about then i bring

myself down , back to lesson.. haha .. then later on i sang wo huai nain de .. ok la ..

fang lao shi say overall can just that i must add in crying voice .. haha .. whater..

then the next song was jia zuan .. then i dunno how to sing la .. then i went any old how .

one part i was like crazy la .. then i sing until very what lo .. then when i finish i was laughing

but i tel u what .. something that shock me was all the way marcus was behind me listening

to me singing.. i so regretted la .. what sia .. then we say hiie . bleh bleh .. then belle came in .

finish class le . belle ask me what time i going home .. so i told her when my mum fetch me lo ..

lol haha .. then what shit , my mum went to eat and they wont be so early lo .. so i stay in the

room and listen to zheng ning sing .. marcus somehow i think he also abit zhi lian .. kept on

looking into the mirrior .,,i was sitting behind .. half way through .. fang lao shi ask me bring his dog behing so he can concentrate on teaching them .. then i was like an idiot can .. ( boy boy

come here ,,) haha,, whatever lo ..anyway his dog is called boy boy .. so cute right .. got one side way photo there ,.. and guess what .. the boy inside the photo is marcus ,, sec pic , haha .. shhhh .

MARCUS MARCUS ,, !!

2007-08-11T13:34:00.000+08:00

i shall show u my part time freak (bottom)

and full time .(on top ,juyeeandlina)

that i am talking aboout ..

so bored .. i was in my granma house

yesterday sleeping like an idiot .. i slept for like

12 hours .. i think more than enough . haha .. today

my class small marcus msg me . then u know i save his

number as marcus and thefore when i receive the msg

then i was omg , omg . haha ,, and later on then i realise

it was marcus ee .. haha .. whatever .. get it .. haha ..

i wanna stuck toto . then i can shop non stop la .haha ..

later i still have to go to my uncle house .. sian ..

haha .. one good thing is that it is just a few row down

behind my house only .. haha .. great right ..

i think this time i am going to fail my prelim .. hated it to the core

what a day ..

2007-08-09T23:38:00.000+08:00

sorry guys that i didnt post ..

haha .. it was because of my stupid com .

it is going to die .. so i am now using other

things to access to the blogger now ..haha ..

today so bored .. i was in my cousin house

then it was like damn cold can .. and whats

more i was sick .. i even have to tolerate

with my sore eyes that were like popping out can ..

what the heck man .. then i went out for breakfast then

watch the stupid cartoon ..seriously i cant understand

what its trying to say .. what i fly into what com .. then i

see green light all around me .. whatever man .. i really think

it is like a very waste of time can ..bleh bleh bleh ..

then my dad came to pick me and jia my cousin but end up

she didnt tag along as her friend was still in her house . then ok ..

i went down .. then went to pick my aunt and another cousin ..

suwei .. as they

were all coming to my house to eat ..

i drank yakult in the car .. haha .. went home and sleep ..

wait for all my cousin to come and enterin me .. haha

i paste the tattoo on my face .. i love singapore .. yey

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE .!!

i realise something , my good friend doesnt likes to return calls

and i am wanting to know why .. come to the main point now ..

overall i think i had great fun today man .. haha .. now talking on

msn with stellA ..i realise she is another freak .. but she is

one part time on.. i wrote my nick as stella is a freak ,

and u know what she says . (thank u and i will love u forever , thannks darling )

this is like omg .. cant take it anymore .. can u imagine !!

STELLA .. WHATEVER MAN .. anyway i think i have to stop here man .

love you guys .. i post !!AT LAST !!

2007-07-31T15:02:00.000+08:00

marcus .. yesterday was so high la .. marcus

went through again .. i will be waiting for his
next perfromance dance dance dance .. dance

all u can man .. marcus rox so much man ..

yeye .. super man .. jy marcus .. marcus .

his birthday is coming .. 6 of august .

all the best marcus yo ..i yesterday so paiseh also la ..

what the heck man .. his mum so cute .. wahaha ..

i thought i will be late yesterday when i was in the train

to novena , sean and tian fu already reach .. i think yesterday

was my first time to be so late man haha ..

shall stop here and do my poa hw,

later having tuition with daphne and juyee ..

2007-07-26T00:22:00.001+08:00

DAPHNE IN DE HOUSE !!
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