Sunday, 29 June 2008
stupid person

this is concern to someone that is very close to me .. unknown ... fucking shit .. a friend of unknown .. i just wanna shit that fucking guy.. i just cant stand it man .. fist time he has no money so he came to take from unknown .. then unknown have no money too .. so u know what that person said .. he ask unknown to sell away his phone .. fucking ass .. cant that fucking person sell away his fucking own phone .. no brain .. the brain must be lots of grass inside .. ya .. and the unknown is so stupid and just listen to that fucking person , he sold away his phone ..and that phone was bought less than a month ok .. total brainless .. the second time ... that fucking shit guy came to unknown house and borrowed money from unknown .. and there unknown had no money also .. so that guy made unknown to sell away his couple ring for him that cost 300 ok.. fuck that fucking person . and there , unknown sell away his ring for 100 for that so called stupid begger . and then yesterday he called unknown again and ask for money again ... unknown have no money what .. then he asked unknown to sell his phone .. come on .. that phone is less then three weeks ok .. then unknown mother came about to know that happening .. and so she was super angry .. so unknown told the fucking person that he cant be able to help ..unknown mother was around .. then u know what the fucking ass tell unknown .. WA !! BROTHER ALSO DUN WANNA HELP LA ... GOOD ! fucking hell .. stupid idiot .. that person no brain .. totally useless .. useless .. just a rubbish in this world ... really angry man .. i must relax .. hhas ... hope the person can think .. and not be such a useless person ...

Monday, 16 June 2008
time passes so fast

My mind are like always super not resting even when it is time to have a break .. i just cant bring myself to do ... knowing very clear that what i always wanted but always not able to achieve it .. i am just lack of focus confidents determination.. and many many more .. what people are unable to cross the line is all about ships .. frenships , mothership fatherships (ok .. there isnt words like that in any dictionary) .. get back , ya and so .. thinking of the past , the joy we share .the laugh we had .. the love we care .. Had that all got to the drain and become past of our past .. i really not hope so .. as for me i had really x3 miss those time .. i want it all back .. what had causes all this .. i really have no idea .. i am so dying .. are we really not fated to be together .. i miss you guys .. as for me i have always tend to think more and think things that are not really gonna happen .. simple .. i just think too much ..how.. i used to think that people , people dun really treasure me as much as i do .. is that real .. having a mind of my own .. but unable speak what i think .. is just about having to please people .. i just wanna people that i love to be happy .. its all that .. is that that too much for what i asked for .. yet people just simple get used to what u are and took all for granted and asking for more .. is a total too much .. i just wanna knock sense into people head .. can they just think ... not asking back for what i had gave is not really me .. i expect people to treat people as how they are been treated .. but things are just not working out . i somehow wish to leave but i know i cant bring myself to do it .. i just dun have the courage to do that .. people would be sad .. may god be with me .. loves