Sunday, 1 August 2010

its the second short post for the day .. haha . i actually feel sad about how i am living my life now . i dunno why .. but i love the days , ( two years ago ) .. i cant seems to know what i want now . i dun love my family now like i how i did in the past . family always before friends but not true now .. i hate myself for being in this way , i am not as polite as before . i hope i can bitch about anyone i dun like but its not right . i am just like other girls , just want to have party and have fun . but i have to change . i want to go out with all my old friends but i should not be looking back and just move on . But what i feel happy is that i still hang out with my bunch of girlfriends . But that just dun seems to be enough . i want money but no one can give me extra , this really causing me to hate this word (money) ..

its so late now !! i am still looking for my things . i need to change my blog skin . its a stupid egg !! ..